You Can’t Start The Next Chapter Of Your Life If You Keep Re-Reading The Last One…
I still had LK’s contact details on my phone, and about once a week I would send her a whatsapp message to see how she was getting on; even though our conversations usually involved her unloading on her issues on me - work, friends not taking her seriously anymore and the like. For one, it sent a message that I was still available - a tad too available even, and perhaps that I wasn’t entirely over her. Given the background, her unwavering declaration of not being interested romantically in me and her self declared complexity, it was always crass stupidity on my part..
While I was at it, I finally did the needful and wiped out all traces of contact information for S, Tee, O and F… So.. here’s to spring cleaning… And new beginnings…