LK and I somehow ended up having yet another conversation on the never quite clearly defined subject of ‘us’. Having gone ahead to send through a gift for Valentine’s Day, I did feel a little bit miffed that my efforts had merely provoked a very understated reaction. One thing led to another and I ended up letting rip a broadside around the uncertainties I was having to carry around this connection. All this over whatsapp, and at work, which was criminal on my part I must say.
We eventually decided it was best to have a face to face conversation. She is away on holiday in a couple of days, I can take the Friday off and pop into London to get this sorted. My mindset at the moment is very much one of just below my critical irritation threshold.. Part of me thinks it’s not a great idea to be doing the face to face seeing how worked up we are, but perhaps what we need is just that to kick us out of our (self-inflicted) misery and get on with life… Or not.. :(
Sigh…