It feels like the sort of thing that one knows intuitively; that music and memory are inextricably linked.  Finding out that there is a whole slew of science (Google search) that supports this is intensely gratifying, in the same way I imagine that someone who stumbles on a hastily put together recipe for quick delicious food must feel if that recipe ends up being celebrated by what I suppose is the more discerning palate of a Gordon Ramsey or a Jamie Oliver. Time and time again when I reflect on a song from yesteryear, I find that the where, who, what and when are indistinguishable from the song of the time, particularly where it was a song that I had on repeat for what feels in retrospect like days on end.

It feels like I listened to a lot more music this year than I have previously - a feeling backed up by my Instagram feed it seems. Walking and running a lot more this year than I have previously has helped, seeing as my trusty phone is a constant companion on these. I might subscribe to Spotify or a similar service next year, just for the greater granularity and visibility it will bring to my listening habits.

As I reflected on the year over at Stories.ng, I found that the thing with L (which ultimately failed) and the thing with S (which I am hopeful about) featured prominently, as did wrestling with the burden of grief, my extended weekend in Vienna and the Hillsong Conference which were the highlights of my #NineFridaysOfSummer.

Looking over these songs, I found clear patterns: Songs #1 and #2 corresponded to the start of the year and the sense of fresh energy, #3 to #9 lined up with the back and forth with L and the ultimate demise of that situationship. Songs #10, 11 and 12 reflect on slowly coming around to and warming up to the thing with S, #16 a throwback to the Hillsong conference and the much anticipated release of the conference worship album. #19 was the sound track to the period in which I wrestled with the burden of grief.

Beyond the obvious things above, there are no other overarching things to glean - it is a mix of genres, styles and eras in the christian contemporary music genre. Make of them what you will.

  1. Chasing Me Down - Israel & New Breed feat Tye Tribbett
  2. God’s Favour - Donald Lawrence feat Kim Burrell, Kelly Price, Karen Clark-Sheard
  3. When The Rain Comes - Third Day
  4. Never Too Far Gone - Jordan Felix
  5. Tell Your Heart To Beat Again - Danny Gokey
  6. Beloved - Tenth Avenue North
  7. Speak To Me - Audio Adrenaline
  8. This Too Shall Pass - Yolanda Adams
  9. Shoulders - For King & Country
  10. Back To The Beginning Again - Switchfoot
  11. Love Is A Beautiful Thing- Group 1 Crew
  12. The Best Is Yet To Come - Donald Lawrence
  13. Till The Day That I Die - TobyMac
  14. Mended - Matthew West
  15. Resurrecting - Elevation Worship
  16. What A Beautiful Name It Is - Hillsong Worship
  17. The Very Next Thing - Casting Crowns
  18. God Is My Refuge - Fred hammond
  19. Just Cry - Mandisa
  20. No Weapon - Fred Hammond
  21. We’re Blessed - Fred Hammond and Radical for Christ
  22. O Come To The Altar - Elevation Worship
  23. Shouting Grounds - Crowder