https://archive.rustgeek.me/tags/deciding/ Recent content in Deciding on A Geek's Life Hugo en Tue, 22 Sep 2009 17:57:55 +0000 https://archive.rustgeek.me/2009/09/22/clarity-calls/ Tue, 22 Sep 2009 17:57:55 +0000 https://archive.rustgeek.me/2009/09/22/clarity-calls/ <blockquote> <p>I don&rsquo;t wanna feel like this tomorrow I don&rsquo;t wanna live like this today Make me feel better I wanna feel better Stay with me here now And never surrender</p> </blockquote> <p>Today, in a bizarre moment of clarity, I realized I had parked my bus for way too long at a bus stop that wasn&rsquo;t mine&hellip; A lot of energy was dissipated, focus diluted and time irretrievably wasted in the process.. Funnily, I knew a year ago very clearly what I should have done - it was reiterated  very strongly five months ago -  but the deeply seated nostalgic memories continued to keep me deluded, holding me in a mistaken belief that it could work and banishing my usually ruthless streak to the background&hellip;</p>